funny, isn't it
how you can be there for someone
anytime, any second of the day
but if you don't reach out to them
they disappear
which begs the question
what was I to you?
someone to give you good advice
someone to listen
someone that lets you take take take
with no give
funny isn't that
how looking back, I see it
and yet here i am
missing you
letting go was the hardest thing I had to do
and here I am, writing of you
thinking of you
so I guess I haven't really let go
more just put the blame on you
its not your fault, how much I love you

I still remember the little things
the things you thought I'd forget
don't remember the fights as much
just remember the what came next
All the sweet nothings, you thought I'd regret

As time goes on, they become clearer
Just a cloud of love and lies
The little things that seem much nearer
The big arguments, tossed aside
Because, at the end of the day
The little things are what really matter
All these little moments that add up to something bigger
When I think of you, every little doubt
Every little questionable decision
Came true
Came through, came near to you
You took my trust, over looked it throughly
These little things, you thought I'd forget

eyes

what did you see in me
that wasn't enough
or, rather
what didn't you see